Lesson Learned: Choose Your Airline Wisely

My Fulbright adventure started off as fun as you could imagine…. Although I was fully packed two days prior to departure, I still ended up pulling an all-nighter before I left. Old habits die hard? Of course it didn’t help that it was Day Light Savings’ annual Spring Forward. Either way, there were many little details that I left for the last minute that took far longer than they should’ve.. and for some odd reason I wasn’t allowed to print my boarding pass at home. I was convinced they had flagged me since I only had a one way ticket to Panama. My flight was through United Airlines, which was the cheapest option at the time AND got me to Panama by early afternoon. It seemed like the best option so I wouldn’t inconvenience the Department Head of the University who was picking me up. But although the price was right…it came with a catch.

My flight was scheduled to depart from Baltimore at 6AM, and the check-in booths opened at 4AM. Sure enough, the McWilliams Clan (including Prescott) arrived just about on time to get me through, only to find that I was still denied access to my boarding pass. Are. You. Kidding. Me.

no time for this memeThey weren’t joking. I was definitely flagged. Official Fulbright documents at the ready, we had to wait for someone from the airline to come over and help…  Finally we got the attention of an attendant nearby, explained the situation, but found out that I would not be allowed to board the plane without a return ticket. What the what?

I was already cutting it close time-wise – after waiting in line, and waiting for the airline attendant to get to us – I only had 50 minutes until my flight was ready for take off! Perhaps I’m getting more emotional at my ripe age of 22, or perhaps it was sleep depravation…who’s to say? But as the musical prophet Chris Martin proclaimed – every teardrop came like a waterfall.

Why me memeIn a perfect world, I would’ve booked my return ticket already; however, my desired return (dec 18) was too far in advance for me to book a return flight. Even so, apparently United risks getting fined over $10,000 if they let me fly to the country without proof of a return ticket… Sounds a bit fishy, but I didn’t have much time for speculation. At least the tears played well in my favor. The airline attendant got a lot nicer after that, made sure I got the least expensive, fully-refundable ticket, and even gave my mom a Guest Pass to walk with me to the gate. No expedite through security though, but thankfully the plane knew I was coming and were waiting for me. Of course the security line was absurdly long for 5:45 in the morning; it went down a hallway towards the restrooms. What are all you people doing here?! Aren’t you supposed to be in bed?

power-walking through the airport #standard

power-walking through the airport #standard

Regardless, it all worked out. I got some exercise in via power-walking towards the gate, plus I got to kiss my mom goodbye before getting on the plane. Sure enough, they were waiting for me, but thankfully I still had room for my carryon! In case you’re wondering, customs didn’t give one flying *uck about proof of a return ticket. They thought it was great that I was a student teacher and put me in the system for 180 days (the maximum stay for a tourist visa). 0 issues… Thanks United. Turns out Duncan and Kaley both flew American Airlines with one-way tickets and didn’t run into any issues. According to the Embassy it just depends on the airline.

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At least I had some wonderful views on the way down! I lucked out on my seating choice.

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The views and information presented in this blog are my own and do not represent the Fulbright Program or the US Department of State.

What to pack?!

It’s exactly TWO MONTHS until my first day teaching at la Universidad Especializada de las Américas!

Flight: booked. Paperwork: completed.
Now all that’s left is figuring out what to pack.

Seeing as it’s currently 26˚F in Baltimore… Ten months in a hot, sticky, tropical paradise sounds pretty great right about now.

note: this is me (as of Jan 15, 2015)

Before heading down to Buenos Aires, Argentina (July 2012)

So, what do I pack? Obviously I could take some cue’s from my study abroad trip to Buenos Aires nearly three years ago. That was only a six-month stay, but I experienced Winter – Summer, which I will thankfully be avoiding this go round. So does that mean I can pack less? I sure hope so.

If you actually read the post, you’ll see that I was way too into the bougie travel gal mindset. Not to say that I’ve become a minimalist by any means, but over the past 2+ years, I’ve come to learn more about myself and what I really need to be prepared in a pragmatic way. Well… again, I hope so.

I’m flying United, which allows me two checked bags, one carry-on, and one personal item – the same amount of gear you see in the photo to the left (I had to throw down $70 for that extra checked bag at the time).

TANGENTIAL FUN FACT – while we’re on the subject  – United Airlines was the least expensive flight I could find to Panama. The ticket itself was listed as $398, but with taxes and additional charges the final came out to be about $450. That being said, my heart was set on flying American Airlines (mostly so I could accrue some more frequent flyer miles and stop over in Miami to see my boyfriend on the way down), but their tickets started at $528 (not including taxes and additional charges)…. Unfortunately tough financial times often call for non-ideal situations; Alas, no romantic layovers for me. I have to use my own money to book the ticket so that I can give an exact figure and proof to Fulbright before they give me my first payment. Pro: I get reimbursed in full for the ticket. Con: I am a recent graduate who just paid two months worth of student loans… thus, paying for a plane ticket is not the easiest thing these days. Either way, it’s done, I’m pleased, and I am able to get paid now. All good things!

Check out The Packing List to see what I end up packing (and eventually my edits to the list).


The views and information presented in this blog are my own and do not represent the Fulbright Program or the US Department of State.

So….what am I doing now?

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I don’t leave for Panama until March… so what have I been doing (and what will I be doing) in the meantime? Great question.

Thus far I have considered myself “in-between things” as most college grads are these days. However, I believe I’ve been doing fairly well for myself, given the circumstances. Am I living at home? Yes. Have I visited college 5 times in the past four months? Yes. But have I been employed…? YES! That’s what makes this ok… kind of.

True, I will continue to search for internal justification; however, I am just biding my time until I can finally fly free from the nest. I find myself anxious for departure more than anything else. I wish I could leave this week and just be there already; hell, I was ready to leave two months ago! But… here I am, sitting in my childhood bedroom in Baltimore, the nursery room wallpaper still intact (in case anyone was wondering). That being said, I have been employed for the past 6 months since graduation. Albeit living out of my car for most of it, but that just adds to the romanticized image of my post-grad freedom, right?

From a summer Camp Counselor to a dining room server, wedding staff, Anthropologie Sales Associate, au pair, substitute teacher and after school staff, ESL teacher and immigration law paralegal… I’ve found a few ways to keep busy and accrue some new experiences (not to mention build up some resume value). This is the time of my life when I am lucky enough to be given just that: time. It’s something we always take for granted when its dangling within grasp, yet something that’s inevitably yearned for in desperation when it is in a constant state of fleeting, as if there are never enough hours in the day. So, while I may become bored out of my mind from time to time, I will continue to be mindful that it is a blessing and to take advantage of my freedom to do what’s best for me… like study for the GREs and LSATs while saving (or at least attempting to save) some money.

Until then, I shall leave you with this absurd yet hilariously amazing video giving you an inside look on Panamanian Spanish. Enjoy!


The views and information presented in this blog are my own and do not represent the Fulbright Program or the US Department of State.

The little country that’s killin it

Alright. Here we go again.

To get a more in-depth intro to my Fulbright, read the first 500 words or so of my first post from May 2014 when I was preparing to go to Venezuela. Due to complications in securing a visa over the summer, my grant was successfully (/luckily) relocated to Panama City, Panama.

Panama, translating to “abundance of fish” in one of its indigenous languages, is an up-and-coming little superstar nation. Or perhaps it’s already there. Known as the crossroads of the Americas and where the two oceans kiss, the isthmus’ geopolitical profile could not be any better. Bridging Central and South America and connecting the Atlantic/Caribbean with the Pacific, Panama has become a hub for international commerce and travel. The ease of travel and the wide array of experiences within the country also make it one of the most attractive (and newly trending) tourist destinations. In just one week, you could dip your toes in three different oceans, experience the mountains and rainforest, learn about native cultures and take advantage of the fun urban metropolis. It really has everything – from the urban zoo to the isolated paradise. The IMF (International Monetary Fund) considers Panama a success due to its diversified economy and predicts it to have one of the strongest GDP growth rates in the world for the next several years. It’s physical infrastructure, including hospitals, airports and roads, are all impressively more developed than its Central American neighbors. Panama even provides free healthcare for tourists! In 2012, USAID declared that Panama was no longer in need of their development efforts, sharing the status with countries like Argentina, Chile, Costa Rica, Uruguay, South Korea and Poland. Continue reading

Plot Twist…

….. I’M GOING TO PANAMÁ!

I’m 99% positive that it’s official (I can’t help but be a little skeptical); I signed my contract, but then again I did that for Venezuela too. I’ve avoided making a post the past few weeks until I had a solid understanding of what the h*ll was going on.

Let me just preface this right quick with the fact that the email thread between me, the other Venezuelan grantee, and our State Department contact exchanged a total of 46 messages this summer; needless to say, I did not particularly enjoy the roller coaster of emotions that came with them.

The camp counselor within kept reminding me to engage and distract throughout the process instead of fixating and worrying about things over which I held no control. Although being only human, I couldn’t help myself. Thankfully I had campers, friends, family, and cozy kitty therapy sessions to get me through it.

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The greatest fear was that I would be left with nothing (more like SOL – shit out of luck – as my mom would say). I was supposed to start September 8th, but had no visa, no plane ticket and no idea where I would be by the next month. I put all of my eggs into the fulbright basket, albeit a very socially, politically and economically unstable one. I had been relying on the fact that if Venezuela turned out to be too unsafe or if I was not able to get my visa, that things would still work out – I’d just get relocated. That assumption was shattered one Monday as I was waiting for my bagel with lox at Mr. Bagel in Old Orchard Beach:

August 4, 2014 at 12:18 PM

“Hi, We are no longer able to offer alternate placements for US grants to Venezuela. It has much to do with funding streams as the U.S. Embassy in Caracas funds these two ETA grants directly and they are unable to move the funding to another country. But let’s wait until Wednesday and we can go from there.”

One understanding-yet-strongly-worded email and 4 days later, the other Fulbright and I learn that Panamá may be on the table.

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Of course, it wasn’t until August 19th that we officially rescinded our visa requests and switched gears to focus on Panamá. I felt awkward when people would ask…. so what are you up to now that you’ve graduated? Somehow I was able to get *conditionally* hired at a resort lodge on the same lake as my camp til the end of the season – conditionally based on whether or not I got my visa for Venezuela. I was in the Boston area for two weeks after my camp ended, visiting my boyfriend and some other friends. I felt like a robot each time someone asked “so what are you up to again?”

“Well, I got a fulbright to Venezuela, but I’ve been going through some visa complications. If I get it, I’ll leave next month, and if not I’m hoping to go to Panama at the start of the new year”

I felt like I was repeating myself over and over and over again, but even still I didn’t believe it when it came out of my mouth. It felt surreal to say that I was going on a fulbright that could start in just a few weeks; I didn’t feel ready at all.

The confirmation on Panamá was nothing short of a blessing in disguise. Somewhat bittersweet, yes, but it will be a lot better in so many ways. I do hope one day to make it to Venezuela and visit the Bi-National Center where I was supposed to pursue my 10 months of Fulbright service. But for now, my new placement in Panamá seems like it was meant to be and made for me all along. I’m up in Maine working and saving money while adequately preparing myself for this new adventure that lies ahead of me for 2015.

[this post was meant to be published on August 20, 2014]


The views and information presented in this blog are my own and do not represent the Fulbright Program or the US Department of State.

Still in Limbo

It’s Saturday, August 2nd. Earlier in July, when our contact at the State Department said:

Are each of you comfortable waiting until July 31?  Last year, the visas were issued on the 29th

Of course we were comfortable – what else could we be? The other ETA to Venezuela and I, however, put all of our eggs in that basket and have been feeling the angst all week awaiting the news that was sure to come by that date. Our expectations were amplified by the message last week:

I will send an update Thursday or Friday.  Fingers crossed!

Ok, so we’ll know by the 31st or the 1st. Sure, that’s ok. We’ve waited this long, what’s another day to wait? But here we are on Saturday, August 2nd with no news and an automated email response from our contact in the State Department saying she’ll be back in the office by Monday.

Word.

It’s a bit nerve-wracking when your future dangles in the air of uncertainty, but as one of my friends put it, sometimes these situations are what lead to the best memories and adventures. It’s times like these that I try and be mindful about my perspective and whether or not its productive. Checking my email constantly and obsessing over something that I have no control over doesn’t make me any happier. Furthermore, I suppose something like this was bound to happen based on what I heard from the former two Fulbrights. We are far from being on the forefront of Venezuelan embassy’s prerogative, likewise that of the US Embassy in Venezuela. There are countless other things going on. Thankfully our contact in the State Department seems a lot more invested in us than the contact was last year, and she truly seems like she’s doing her best even though we are still without many answers. So while it drives me crazy that things are still up in the air, I get it, and I keep reminding myself to stay patient and distracted. Hopefully we hear soon!


The views and information presented in this blog are my own and do not represent the Fulbright Program or the US Department of State.

Final Countdown

This just in from my contact in the State Department – the other Fulbright and I should get the final word on our visas either tomorrow or Friday. She told us to cross our fingers, but I’m crossing just about every part of my body at this point. Either way the coin falls, the news is bittersweet.

√ Venezuela

I’ve been preparing myself for this journey since I began the application last August. I’m excited to work for the Binational Center and have been mentally preparing myself (as best I can ahead of time) for the challenges to come. However, Venezuela is in one of its roughest patches yet so there may be even more unforeseen challenges coming my way.

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In all honesty, another placement may in fact be safer as well as more stable and reliable economically. However, I’ve been mentally preparing myself for this journey and really excited to work with the Binational Center in Mérida. A new placement will change so many more things that I’ve begun to plan out since then. Another placement would also mean that I wouldn’t leave in September nor return in July. I might have to start looking for a temporary job before departure and I may not be able to return to my summer position that I had lined up for next year. That being said, all of these things are minor details that are all a part of the adventure.

Still a bit anxious to know what lies ahead. I’ve come to realize that post-grad life is strange whichever state you’re in – enrolled, employed, unemployed, or somewhere in between. The past few weeks this new status has truly begun to sink in and I’m eager to know for where my path is turning.


The views and information presented in this blog are my own and do not represent the Fulbright Program or the US Department of State.


Below is an article from the New York Times that I think does a good job outlining some of the major issues I face as an American attempting to find my way in:

 

Pre-departure predicament

Well, it’s more like a restlessness than a predicament. Last month I was in a frenzy to complete the visa, medform, and general Fulbright forms, but here I am now, less than two months pre-departure, and I feel like I’ve been doing nothing. Thankfully I have a 24-hour on-call job to keep me occupied, but still… I can’t help but think that there are more things I should be doing. Lately I have been doing the best I can do:

  • attempting to start a packing list
  • following new sources. A former fulbright to Venezuela forwarded me a site called Center for Democracy in the Americas, a site that has a large focus on Venezuela and sends out newsletter updates every few months by email called Caracas Connect. The former fulbrighter referred to the newsletter as “pretty middle of the road, which as you know is hard to find when reading articles and news about Venezuela.” Another site I’ve been following is a wordpress blog called Caracas Chronicles that I have come to think of as what the h*ll is going on in Venezuela for dummies. It’s very informative and has a “beginner’s guide” to understanding the back story to Venezuela and how the country got to the situation it finds itself in today.
  • frequent check-ins with the State Department about the status of my visa. The fulbrighters from last year dealt with their own drama and thankfully the State Department has been busy negotiating and pushing for compromise on our time sensitive visas. Originally we thought we’d know by July 14th, but now we’ve been asked to wait until the 31st.

Of course, travel arrangements cannot be locked down until we find out that we have our visas.  So at the moment I am sitting in a restless standstill. Patience and flexibility are getting me through, and the fact that I have such a beautiful office to distract me.

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The views and information presented in this blog are my own and do not represent the Fulbright Program or the US Department of State.

What is a Fulbright? And why are you going to Venezuela?!

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The question every college senior and recent graduate dreads, the one that makes us dry swallow a little bit only to give us a few extra seconds to decide whether to burst out in tears or feign a cute smile, shrug and say that we’re weighing their options.

“So what are your plans for next fall?”

I usually opted for the latter response. I did have a plan – I applied for a Fulbright English Teaching Assistantship (ETA) back in early October. Even on graduation day, when a whopping eight Wheaton College students had already learned that they would be pursuing Fulbright grants…. I maintained that smile still without having heard a peep about my status. I could tell most were scared to ask, fearing that (since I hadn’t said anything) surely I hadn’t gotten it. But lo and behold – they always say it happens when you least expect it. It was Monday, May 19th. A warm and beautiful day, not a cloud in the sky. I had just arrived to NYC to spend some time with friends right after graduation. I’m outside of a cafe with my friend Milana, about to go in for brunch, when that exact eight-word question comes out of her mouth as if she knew the answer, but had forgotten amidst all of the excitement of graduation and moving out. I explained how, begrudgingly, I was still patiently waiting to hear back about the fulbright. I went about the usual explanation- thankfully I am employed for the summer, which would give me some wiggle room to figure things out. I would submit my Peace Corps application asap and then find myself a temp job in September until I leave (assuming I was accepted)- worse case scenario I would teach swim lessons until the end of my days… or at least until I figured my life out. Not that bad of a contingency plan, if I do say so myself. It was in that moment, explaining my plan to Milana, that I reminded myself that I needed to call and email my fulbright adviser that afternoon so he could check in with the program offices. I recall saying half to myself and half to Milana, “ah, I’ll just check my email right now, just in case.” and of course, sitting at the top of my inbox is an email from US Fulbright Student Program saying “Congratulations!” Never in my life have I considered myself a “woo” girl, but at this moment in time I had no shame. I was indescribably filled with so much joy, relief, excitement, and nerves (why nerves? I’ll get to that later) that I shrunk down a little and let out probably the loudest, high-pitched scream as I see Milana’s face light up. As she’s squeezing me tightly I see the perplexed faces of the poor souls attempting to enjoy their brunch as this lunatic is freaking out on the street in front of them like she just won the lottery. But hey, çest la vie and you’re welcome for the show.

What is a Fulbright?

“an international scholarship… to increase mutual understanding and support friendly relations between the people of the United States and people from other countries”

 

Where will I be?

I will be in Mérida, Venezuela for 10 months, September 8, 2014 – July 8, 2015. meridaAccording to wikitravel, Mérida is “a college town full of fantastic bars and discos playing salsa and international disco music well into the morning, fueled by cheap Polar beer and strong cai pirinhas.” That description gives me flashback to nights spent in Buenos Aires two years ago during my semester abroad… but this experience will be far different than what I knew in Argentina.   imagen meseta merida1(1) Nestled at the foot of the Andes mountains on the western edge of the country, Mérida is a small town of 204,879 inhabitants sitting at an altitude of 1,600 meters (5,249 ft) – just about the same as Denver, Colorado, the mile high city. On the edge of town rises the country’s highest summit, the Pico Bolívar, with an altitude of 4981 meters (16,338 ft). As you can see in the photo, the city itself is set on a very flat plain of the valley. Since it’s in the interior of the country at a high altitude, the area is subject to some temperature variance over the course of the day. Between night and day a difference of more than 10 ºC (18 ºF) can be seen, and the difference could get as large as 20 ºC (36 ºF). However, since Venezuela is situated in an inter-tropical zone, there is very little temperature variance over the course of the year. On average, it will probably be around 75 ºF in July, and 75 ºF in January. The hottest it could get is around 86 ºF during the day, and the coldest is 50 ºF at night. Seems just about perfect to me. Home of two major universities, University of Los Andes and the Archdiocese of Mérida, the town is also known as a tourist center. Tourism has replaced agriculture as the principal source of income in the city, from its parks, museums, plazas, and various outdoor activities in the mountains. The city has also begun to develop in the field of technology, thanks to work from University scholars. Mérida now stands out at the national level for its low cost of living and its high (relative to the cost of living) per capita income of $4,381. Mérida actually has one of the lowest poverty indexes in Venezuela.

 

Why did I choose Fulbright English Teaching Assistantsip (ETA)?

I remember first hearing about the Fulbright program on my tour of Wheaton College as a high school senior, but didn’t think much of it until I had arrived. I began to see some of my older friends apply for the grant, some of whom I watched go on to have wonderful rewarding experiences. I’ve always had a desire to help others, and after various forms of teaching over the years paired with an ever-growing wanderlust – teaching through Fulbright seemed like a fitting opportunity for me. My particular interest in the Venezuelan ETA program was that, instead of working in a school or university, I could work with a Binational Center affiliated with the U.S. Embassy. While I will still teach English, I will also act as a cultural ambassador leading programs to enhance mutual understanding between Americans and groups of young Venezuelan students. Of course this role was very broadly defined from the start. Thankfully (by chance), I have come in contact with current and former Venezuelan ETAs, one of whom is still in Mérida at the very location where I will be working. They have been incredibly helpful so far in helping me prepare for this trip, and I couldn’t be more thankful that we’re in contact this soon! You can read more about my interest in Fulbright in this article that Becca Manning from my college’s Communications Office wrote based on an interview with me. I will be working with CEVAM (centro venezolano americano de mérida). According to the fulbrighter who is still in the midst of her ETA in Mérida, my responsibilities will most likely include the following:

  • create a cultural calendar
  • present about American holidays and culture
  • tutor English
  • substitute any necessary classes
  • give presentations to other classes as requested by teachers
  • help teachers grade tests and papers
  • sometimes teach classes (the center is small, so eventually I may take on more responsibility)
  • work with the ACCESS program – these are teenagers (ages roughly 13-17, who come from underprivileged families. It is a program sponsored by the Embassy, giving scholarships to take classes at Cevam. I might give presentations to access classes and find creative ways to motivate them and interest them in learning. The current fulbrighter has been working with the three separate classes almost every week.)

Why Venezuela? It’s so dangerous!

Call me stupid, brave or reckless. Yes, Venezuela is very dangerous. Not that Baltimore is the safest place in the world, but I am privy to many luxuries here on a day to day basis that I often take for granted. These are a few quotes of advice from my contact in Mérida from our correspondence the other day:

“I really like Merida as a place to live but it can be difficult at times. It is one of the safest places, but if there are demonstrations and protests like what happened this year, then it will probably be the worst in San Cristobal (in the state of Tachira) and in Merida. It was worse in Merida than Caracas. The center was closed for 3 weeks and there were road blocks for over two months. It was very hard to get around. I had to walk everywhere and I did see maltov cocktails being thrown and guns being shot. ” “Also, what they say about shortages is true. It is getting increasingly difficult to find daily items. You should bring your own shampoo, soap, toilet paper toothpaste, face wash, deodorant, tampons… All of that because it is impossible to find here. There are lines over three hours long for these items, not even an exaggeration. Sugar, flour, cooking oil are all also very very difficult to find. If there is a certain type of food you really love, you should bring it with you. I don’t mean to scare you, but security is also an issue. You will have to be careful about walking alone and don’t ever walk alone at night. I like it here and am actually planning on coming back after I leave (I’ll talk about this more later) but it can take a toll mentally to always be on the lookout and not be able to trust people like you’re used to. Make sure you talk to people back home about it and are open about your concerns if you have any.”

I plan to talk with her more about what to expect and how to best prepare myself – packing-wise and mentally – for the coming year. However, it’s very possible that I may not end up in Venezuela due to the rising instability and security concerns. It could also be due to more technical reasons; the two fulbrighters from last term were told that they weren’t going to get there venezuelan visas in time for the start of the grant. Fulbright told them instead that they’d be serving in Panama, leaving in January. However, one day in August their visas just appeared in the mail, so Fulbright said (sparknote version) cool, so you can get there in a few weeks? #jokes. But no, this actually happened to these fulbrighters, and it could very well happen to me too. With this information in mind, I’m doing my best to learn as much as I can about the country, the sociopolitical atmosphere, the program itself, while still keeping a flexible, open mind. If there’s one thing I’m good at, it’s going with the flow. So here I am in June 2014, intended to ship off in September. Only time will tell how the story will unfold.


The views and information presented in this blog are my own and do not represent the Fulbright Program or the US Department of State.